Evol

A for acid alkaline
Slipping through these thoughts of mine
Cracked lost and out of time
Im beelzebub like lord of flies
Trapped in all the lies
Shut my mouth another line
One or 2  and I’ll be fine
The nose bleeds just another sign
My lifes just a drop a dime
Give my 10 sense for a nickel
Cuz I’m stuck in this fucken pickel
Nothin more then a slap and tickle
The rain comes down with just a trickle
Death is coming with his sickle
Sparractic and always fickle
Not for me but my dreams
And suicidal is my scene
Death despair is on my team
Another spec in the skeme
Tear away at the seams
Munching on them krispy kremes
But the B is for the bread I need
Keep pissing away on the weed
Mushrooms, tabs and esctacy
Bringing out the best of me 
But I’m not close in the atmosphere
So when life gives you lemons you better wish you never hear
The buzzing in the clear 
The danger in the rough
Oh ive had enough 
I crave hearing that sound 
And when I do theres no more frown
Only to find it was so other clown
Some bitch I don’t want, but wants to get down
And am I a whore for wanting such a clone
But what i really want is just to not be alone
So if you promised to stay tried and true 
Then there’d be nothing but me and you
I know now that’s just REM
And you don’t want to see me again
So I guess it’s just not in the cards
Like looking down from the stars
Our dreams will never ever come true
So I guess it me and she and her too 
I keep my eyes fixed on the plug
For a ring or a confession of love
A foolish move on my behalf
Like the bull becoming the calf
And my soul is left just a lonely half
To and unfortunate whole
That I just keep filling up full
I’m hamlet holding my skull 
To be or not to be such fool
Like Romeo dying for Juliet 
So I take this poison in my goblet 
And as you watch me corrode and die
I wish I could spit this poison into your soul
And destroy the diseased black hole 
You call your heart my single goal
Is for you to regret every moment and shit
So fuck you cunt I’m over you a bit
And now I’m gonna make you hit
Rock bottom alone doing lines of coke
With you fake ass family joke 
Of a husband a father to your horribles
I curse you to hate the rest of your life
All because you refuse to be my fucken wife
Don’t you see what we could have had
I dont give a fuck about your issues with dad
I’m not your friend to call and listen
To talk of them boys your always giving
Unless you calling to suck my dick
I’ll see your name and it will make me sick 
I’ll throw up gang green and yellow bile
All at the thought of your mere smile 
Take knife and slit my wrist and thoat
Left the smoke out the gash as I take a toke
Thatd you’d like a guy like me’s a joke
I can’t blame you for your feelings 
Or the boys your with and all your deelings
But I blame you for the way I feel
Bitch made a cut that just won’t heal
I’ll dream one day your heart I’ll steal
Save it in a ziploc baggy for a meal
And feast away and it’s beats away
All just because I want to say
I love you babe but you just don’t feel the same
So better hope I don’t see the guy
That’s with you next year July
Cuz I’ve seen the way that lovers lie
And I’ve seen the look in a mans eye
The moment before he’s about to die
So smoke this jay and let’s get high 
Cuz my spirituality just turned sublime
And daddys got a new 45