A Special Relationship

After listening to her music over and over I noticed I loved the sound of the guitar in her song so she inspired me to learn how to play and I taught myself some chords and before you knew it I knew how to play all of her songs perfectly. So that made me feels even closer to her. I started to learn more about her threw her songs she used to be bulled, she felt like she couldn’t fit in, now I was going through the same troubles. I felt like I knew her so well, and I started to wonder how can I feel so close to someone I have never met or talked to? Now a few months ago I went to one of her concerts at Gillette for the very first time. I was so existed had my own Light up poster a cardboard cutout of a guitar. Had her T-shirts on that me and my sister bought and I just was bursting with excitement. Then……..when I got there I saw a TON! Of people and I realized that I didn’t know her I never did I felt like she was so far away from me. I thought maybe all these girls feel the same way I do. Then later on that day right before she came one these were the words that opened her whole show “You know life is a funny thing you know. I think most of us reach the end of our life and regret the moments we didn’t speak up. When we didn’t say I love you when we should’ve said I’m sorry. So there’s so there’s a time for Silence and there’s a time for waiting your turn, but if you know how you feel and you so clearly know what you need to say you’ll know it. I don’t think you should wait I think you should speak now” See when she said those words I felt like I knew her so well again ,and no matter how many people were there I will always think of her and her songs differently. I think of them as life lessons that I should know and music that truly comes rights from her heart nothing else. Like an open book and she’s not afraid to tell her fans anything. I was seated 2 seats from the top of Gillette stadium I did care though cause I could still hear songs and know she was right there knowing that I AM singing along. Then it started raining my UGG boots were filled with water my poster was soaked and so was I, but she went on and I think the rain just made it even more magical. It was like a huge dancing party in the rain. So I held my poster high. Sang to every word, and screamed at the top of my lungs with all my soul. And when she sang her last song. She flew over the crowed and sang and the I had a strange feeling she was looking at me and for three minutes I could swear we were staring right at each other. In that moment I was overwhelmed with happiness after 2 years of getting to know her through her songs and falling in love with her music it felt like we finally met. I started to cry tears of joy like she finally heard me after after a year of saying I’m over her and I can hear you. So even though I was soaked wet almost got struck by lighting and almost lost my voice forever it was all worth it for that one moment that I’ll never forget. So Thank You! Thank you for inspiring me to play guitar cause it’s made me find what I really love, and thanks for the songs that make me feel like I’m not alone I always have you.